These days, sometimes I think my past = I'm thinking of my past memory and days when I was younger. As time goes by , I have grew up = I have grown up and time is coming that I have to leave my parents. but I am not ready for leaving (from) my parents and family. Honestly, I think that I am still young people = a young person in my perspective and I don't want to age anymore. Aging means that I have to leave and stand alone by myself. I would like put on hold that day.
Anyway, today also I am sitting down on the chair and studying and learning something. I don't know if I make a good progress. I know I am a good student and a good son, also always I am  = I am always engaged in everything. but the of feeling loneliness and depressed = depression is natural and out of my control. How can I hold myself. I want to become proficient in handling my emotion. On early during my school this year session, I went through many difficulty = a lot of difficulties because I was alone. I have to treat everything my myself. Now is situation have gotten better but still hard and I would like to hang out with my parents...